its a pretty known fact that im never good w conversations within a large group. as much as i’d like to think i can do better and it’s smth that’s within my ability to do so, its just doesn’t come by naturally.
On the other hand, there’s smth about HTHT conversations that provides innate and intrinsic value, which i fully appreciate. Of course with that being said, it’s not all applicable to all that i’ve met. Definitely, chemistry is a essential and underlying element, often forgotten, which contributes so crucially to a friendship that lasts.
damn, i’ve being missing such conversations. BT used to provide a healthy weekly supply of such conversations over yakun or at his crib, where we just laze around talking about miscellaneous issues.
well, we are our only constant, and live goes on. but, the absence of his presence has definitely left an impact on me currently.
TGIW last night and it was pretty aw.. (wait for it) ful.
Aside from awkward moments, along with middle fingers and expletives being peppered around from individual’s mouth, I felt a sense wth am i doing in a place like this.
Above all, this goes against so many of my values and principles which i hold close to my heart and abide by most of the times. I can never understand binge-drinking.. or as they term it in local lingo, ‘bo ta bo lum pa’.
Pretty much trying to ‘get lucky’ in the club, certainly isn’t deserving of my time nor watching ppl waste their lives away is such a sad sight.
New year, new you/me. time to make a change. be better than this, time to get moving.
The Easy Way Out
"It seems backwards to me that it’s easy to organize for hate and hard to organize for peace."